Patrícia Portela and Leslie Smith drawing
Installation | Patrícia Portela e Sandra Oliveira
Text | Patrícia Portela
Light Design | Cristóvão Cunha
Sound | Rainforest, Francisco Lopez
Support | Decorplantas, Lda.
1
Hortus: If I were to leave this garden now and stop thinking,
the garden would go on without me.
But if the garden decided to leave me,
I could not carry on without it.
2
Nothing can be found that was not left there to be discovered.
3
Hortus: What would the first banquet have been like?
Do you believe we discover everything for the first time only once?
4
Hortus: Flee
We have time.
5
She: How did I get here?
Hortus: And why do I remain here?
She: Am I finished? Is this it?
6
What makes the first cell decide to be a tree or a human?
Is every cell a prisoner of circumstance?
7
Hortus: Respiration is no different from rusting. Both about breaking the world into pieces and putting it back together again in a different order.
8
The garden advances towards me and I do not move.
9
She: A tangerine in the throat
Hortus: a word between walls
10
Will I be able to bear fruit?
11
If words were a physical substance,
like cells,
like components of a body,
dead at the treshold of the tongue, before they were spoken,
recorded in the mouth like rings in a trunk of a saliva tree,
would we be able to know what was left unsaid?
12
From now on I divide myself into pieces.
I know I won’t be able to leave.
And there is no one out there.